Acts 4:1-12

            What is your motivation in life?  The answer to that question tells a lot about the person.  People are motivated by a lot of things:  to prove someone else wrong; to make a lot of money; to become famous; or, to help underprivileged kids in the inner city; to take on the problem of the world’s sex trade; to quietly make God known in everything.  As you well know, our motivations can be rather selfish, or quite altruistic.
 
            In today’s New Testament lesson, the Apostle Peter offered to the nation’s leaders his motivation for having a ministry of proclaiming Jesus and healing in his name.  Whereas the ruling religious authorities thought Jesus just another man, Peter’s conviction was that “only Jesus has the power to save!  His name is the only one in all the world that can save anyone.”
 
            What we actually do in life comes from our deepest motivations.  Peter’s actions of proclaiming the gospel through word and deed came from his deep wellspring of knowing and being motivated by the reality that only Jesus can deliver on life’s most pressing problem:  sin.
 
            Proper motivation comes from knowing Jesus.  If we lack pure motives, or a general lack of motivation, then the person to run to is Jesus.  When our deepest needs are met in Christ the supernatural by-product is a motivation to make Jesus known in every sphere of life.  May it be so, to the glory of God!
 

 

            Saving God, you have made your glory and grace known to me through your Son, the Lord Jesus.  May I know him better and better so that the motivations that impel me in life are pure, holy, righteous, and, above all, gracious.  Amen.

Poverty, Plenty, and Paradox

 
 
The brother in humble circumstances ought to take pride in his high position.  But the one who is rich should take pride in his low position because he will pass away like a wild flower (James 1:9-10).
 
            Webster defines a paradox as “a statement that is seemingly contradictory or opposed to common sense and yet is true.”  The Bible contains a lot of paradoxes, telling us that the ones who give receive, the weak are strong, the empty are full, the slave is free, the cursed are blessed, and that death brings life – all statements which first strike the ear as contradictory, but when we think about them we realize they are true.  The pithy Englishman G.K. Chesterton once gave this insightful definition of a paradox:  “A paradox is truth standing on its head shouting for attention.”  Paradox can be a powerful vehicle for truth, because it makes us think.
 
The poor person is rich.
 
            The Christian in humble circumstances, the lowly poor person actually has a high position because:  poverty enables him to be open to God; and, the pressures of poverty lead him to rely on God’s enablement and provision.  Whenever you find yourself with few material possessions; when you work hard but struggle to keep food on the table; and, find it difficult to pay the bills – then, you are stripped of the illusion of independence and are left vulnerable before God.  And it is in this state of humility that the believer in Jesus cries out to God, recognizing his dependence.  Trust is no option, but absolutely necessary for survival.
 
            What God deems important is a broken, humble, and contrite heart.  God cares about our poverty of spirit.  A person can be economically disadvantaged, but, at the same time, be spiritually advantaged.  We are loved by God not because of either wealth or poverty, but because we realize we desperately need to trust in him.
 
            The Scripture’s use of paradox calls us to make a choice:  Will we pour our lives into things, or into people?  Will we look for ingenuity and technical solutions in order to make our personal and church budgets budge, or will we come to God?  Will we define success in family and church as worldly wealth, or will we define success as acting justly, loving mercy, and walking humbly with our God?
 
The rich person is poor.
 
            It is difficult for wealthy people to trust in God and not in their riches.  Anyone who trusts in things is the truly underprivileged person.  A sirocco wind is a weather name given to hot and humid southeast to southwest winds originating as hot, dry desert-air over North Africa, blowing northward into the southern Mediterranean basin.  The early believers all knew about these winds that could unpredictably come through their area and wither perfectly good and apparently strong plants.  But those plants could not stand a sirocco wind.  Trusting in our resources rather than God will not stand in the judgment.
 

 

            The real issue is one of trust – locating and placing faith in the person and work of Jesus, and not in wealth with the influence and security it brings to life.  We live in a time when many church leaders are nearly obsessed with the ability to measure everything from numbers to quantifying spiritual growth and development.  Incredible amounts of money go into budgets, buildings, and programs.  The book of James in the New Testament gives a pushback on our compulsion with money and measurement.  Perhaps declining churches are in a humble state to recognize God; maybe growing churches are in need of better listening skills in order to hear God.  Before making new plans or just maintaining the old status quo in the church, several slow and careful readings of James just might give us some guidance and wisdom of where our real efforts in ministry need to be directed.

Psalm 79:1-9

            I’m the youngest of four kids in my family of origin.  It’s interesting to me that older siblings always seem to think that the youngest got spoiled growing up.  Um, let me set the record straight.  In addition to continually being the smallest and getting pounded on by the others; getting blamed for every broken thing in the house; and, being left behind on all the good stuff taking place – at school was probably the worst.  You see, the youngest constantly gets compared to his/her older siblings.  I, in particular, had the distinction of having a sister who was valedictorian of her class, and a brother who was probably the best well-behaved kid in the entire school.  Oh, great.  The expectations for me were pretty high.
 
            The psalmist in today’s psalm did not want to be associated with what his ancestors did or did not do.  He wanted to be judged by God on his own merits.  He cries to God, “Have pity and come quickly!  We are completely helpless.  Our God, you keep us safe.  Now help us!  Rescue us.  Forgive our sins and bring honor to yourself.”
 
            Not only would that make an apropos prayer for a youngest kid, it is a real and raw expression that all of us can utter when we are in times of distress – where what others have done or not done in the past are impacting your life today.  In any kind of situation, the psalms are the church’s prayer book – for any kind of sibling.
 

 

            God of justice, you do what is right and just in all things.  Look upon your servant today and help me according to your grace and steadfast love.  Forgive all my sin and lead me in the way of your righteousness, through Jesus Christ my Savior.  Amen.

Luke 22:31-33, 54-62

            Peter denied Jesus three times.  It is an infamous story.  Jesus even predicted it would happen.  We might either relate with Peter, or think him a putz.  Whichever way we view him, there was a reason Peter ended up denying the Lord, even though he sincerely believed he would never do such a thing.  And therein belies the problem:  Whenever we are cocky and believe we are above falling into sin, we neither listen well nor trust well.  Pride goes before the fall.
 
            Our sins and failures stem ultimately from a lack of real faith and commitment in Jesus.  We think we can do it ourselves.  We got this.  Well, not so much.  We blew it again.  We keep trying to pull ourselves up by the bootstraps because we are just too anxious to follow Jesus.  To live life on Christ’s terms will mean a loss of autonomy and control.
 
            When Jesus was arrested the text says that Peter “followed at a distance.”  If we are honest, that too often describes our own mode of following.  We want to see how everything will shake-out before we commit.  But only until we let go of our own ideas and stubborn thinking will we discover what true discipleship is all about.  Only the grace of letting Jesus lead will bring us to the point of standing strong and not living in denial.
 

 

            Gracious Lord Jesus, I admit my pride and cockiness to think that I could follow you on my terms instead of yours.  In humility I come to you and confess my great need to follow you unconditionally.  Thank you for your forgiveness and your provision for my life.  Amen.