Confronting Spiritual and Emotional Pain (Psalm 79)

The Scream, by Edvard Munch, (1863-1944)

God! Barbarians have broken into your home,
    violated your holy temple,
    left Jerusalem a pile of rubble!
They’ve served up the corpses of your servants
    as carrion food for birds of prey,
Threw the bones of your holy people
    out to the wild animals to gnaw on.
They dumped out their blood
    like buckets of water.
All around Jerusalem, their bodies
    were left to rot, unburied.
We’re nothing but a joke to our neighbors,
    graffiti scrawled on the city walls.

How long do we have to put up with this, God?
    Do you have it in for us for good?
    Will your smoldering rage never cool down?
If you’re going to be angry, be angry
    with the pagans who care nothing about you,
    or your rival kingdoms who ignore you.
They’re the ones who ruined Jacob,
    who wrecked and looted the place where he lived.

Don’t blame us for the sins of our parents.
    Hurry up and help us; we’re at the end of our rope.
You’re famous for helping; God, give us a break.
    Your reputation is on the line.
Pull us out of this mess, forgive us our sins—
    do what you’re famous for doing!
Don’t let the heathen get by with their sneers:
    “Where’s your God? Is he out to lunch?”
Go public and show the godless world
    that they can’t kill your servants and get by with it.

Give groaning prisoners a hearing;
    pardon those on death row from their doom—you can do it!
Give our jeering neighbors what they’ve got coming to them;
    let their God-taunts boomerang and knock them flat.
Then we, your people, the ones you love and care for,
    will thank you over and over and over.
We’ll tell everyone we meet
    how wonderful you are, how praiseworthy you are! (The Message)

The temple was destroyed. The conquering army gloats over their victory. That’s the context of today’s psalm. It’s a prayer, an angry cry for God to step in and act on behalf of the humiliated people. The prayer is more than a simple plea for help; it’s a deeply passionate appeal, that says in 1960’s terms, “God, stick it to the man!”

In the face of evil, when there is destruction all around and violence everywhere, prayer does not become some sort of polite knock at the side door of God’s house. Instead, prayer is a pounding on the front door with a demand for God to do something about this terrible trouble.

For the psalmist, the incongruence between who God is and what has happened to God’s people is inconceivable and unacceptable. To profane God’s temple is to profane God; and to kill and maim God’s people is to flip the middle finger at God. The psalmist is beside himself and overwhelmed with emotion.

There is something very instructive here that we ought not miss. When we have been brutalized, victimized, and/or demoralized, we just want someone, especially the Lord we serve, to take notice and feel what we are feeling. Never underestimate the power of empathy and solidarity. To feel alone and bereft of help is an awful feeling.

Perhaps the psalmist’s prayer offends some sensibilities. I wonder, for those who find the language difficult, have ever had a daughter raped, or a house destroyed by fire, or seen a person killed without mercy in front of their own eyes. Methinks they have not. The feelings of helpless despair and sheer anger defy human words. These are not casual affronts; they are malicious destructions of property and people.

We need someone to affirm the raw ruthlessness of it all, to have some understanding of the impossible place we are in, with having to deal with such wanton cruelty. When our very support is ripped from our lives, the madness within is too much to bear. Who will rescue us from this body of death?

God is big enough to handle our rage and our hurt. The Lord is available and hears our desperate voice of prayer. Yet, God is not always going to directly and immediately answer on the terms we stipulate. God acts out of God’s own providence and justice, and not from our expectations. And that is a good thing, not a bad thing.

God sees. The Lord knows. And the Sovereign of the universe feels it all with us. The realization of this divine empathy enables us to recenter and reorient ourselves around faith, hope, and love. New life is never a gift in a vacuum; it comes out of agonizing struggle in having to reckon with the existence of evil.

So, when someone goes through a hellish experience, let us exercise our capacity to listen and witness the horrible spiritual pain of the person. Healing hurts: it is not a pleasant affair. So, hang in there and walk alongside another in their hour of need, even when their vitriol seems over the top to us. For only in telling our story to another will any of us find relief and renewed hope.

The biblical psalms permit us to use language appropriate to what has happened. They also allow us to move beyond the venom to the God who restores broken lives.

Lord Jesus Christ, by your patience in suffering you hallowed earthly pain and gave us the example of obedience to your Father’ will: Be near me in my time of weakness and pain; sustain me by your grace, that my strength and courage may not fail; heal me according to you will; and help me always to believe that what happens to me here is of little account if you hold me in eternal life.

My Lord and my God, as Jesus cried out on the cross, I cry out to you in pain, O God my Creator and Sustainer. Do not forsake me. Grant me relief from this suffering and preserve me in peace, through Jesus Christ my Savior, in the power of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Beat the Swords into Plowshares (Micah 4:1-5)

Let Us Beat Swords into Plowshares, by Yevgeniy Vuchetich (1908-1974)

In days to come
    the mountain of the Lord’s temple
shall be established as the highest of the mountains
    and shall be raised up above the hills.
Peoples shall stream to it,
    and many nations shall come and say:
“Come, let us go up to the mountain of the Lord,
    to the house of the God of Jacob,
that he may teach us his ways
    and that we may walk in his paths.”
For out of Zion shall go forth instruction,
    and the word of the Lord from Jerusalem.
He shall judge between many peoples
    and shall arbitrate between strong nations far away;
they shall beat their swords into plowshares
    and their spears into pruning hooks;
nation shall not lift up sword against nation;
    neither shall they learn war anymore;
but they shall all sit under their own vines and under their own fig trees,
    and no one shall make them afraid,
    for the mouth of the Lord of hosts has spoken.

For all the peoples walk,
    each in the name of its god,
but we will walk in the name of the Lord our God
    forever and ever. (New Revised Standard Version)

Yes, we are presently in the muck of the world. But no, it will not always be this way. There is a time coming, when all is said and done, when justice shall prevail. People will seek after God, and they will stop thinking about how to kill each other.

Weapons will be a thing of the past. They’ll just be repurposed for fostering life instead of death. Peace and security will take hold so that each person will be able to work and rest without worrying about poverty or protection.

If this sounds like an idyllic world and a utopian society, that’s because it is. I believe there is a longing within each of us to realize this hope. And someday, in God’s good time, it will happen.

It seems almost impossible, in this contemporary world of ours, that we could live without constant fear and anxiety, that people could actually live together in unity, harmony, and wholeness of being. We were meant for peace, which is why we yearn for it more than an Iowa boy yearning for bacon at breakfast.

Just because this is a prophetic utterance that the faithful believe will happen, doesn’t mean that we need not work toward this ideal now. For it is very possible, and likely real, that we have a large part to play in God’s drama of making a new world.

The day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare. Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives as you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming. (emphasis mine, 2 Peter 3:10-12, NIV)

If we are impatient to see an end to wars and rumors of wars, of oppression and hate, then let’s roll up our sleeves and do everything humanly possible (and trusting in divine power!) to bring justice everywhere we can. The future idyllic hope we have is not yet a present reality. We have a bit of say whether it’s going to be sooner or later.

It’s easy to destroy. It takes little imagination and effort to criticize and tear down someone with our words. It’s nothing to send missiles and rockets of destruction in order to raze a community. Bombs can be dropped with but a switch. A neighborhood can disappear in days with just a few bulldozers.

But to bring life and security and peace to a people requires our best efforts and everything we’ve got to make it happen. It’s hard, and takes a lot of committed sweaty work. Building something that will last always takes a great deal of time, resolve, and struggle.

We need the hard work of healers, not the easy path of harmers; we need peacemakers, not warmongers; public servants, not public strangers; faithful leaders, not fat louses; arbitrators, not disputers; religious penitents, not pious know-it-alls; and lovers, not haters.

In short, we need a whole cadre of caring citizens for a new society that prizes egalitarian relations, social and economic justice, personal and public righteousness, and compassionate service.

Injustice must be dismantled; and we need to become content with having enough. That’s what it means to walk in the name of the Lord our God.

If all things belong to God (which they do) and believers hold all things loosely as stewards (which they should) then there is no need to dig in and defend something which is not ours to begin with. Fear is taken away. Injustice becomes irrelevant.

Although we may not be able to make everything right in this present evil age, we can still make a difference and continue to pray:

Maranatha. Come, Lord Jesus, come. Amen.

Wait for the Lord (Isaiah 64:1-9)

O that you would tear open the heavens and come down,
    so that the mountains would quake at your presence—

as when fire kindles brushwood
    and the fire causes water to boil—
to make your name known to your adversaries,
    so that the nations might tremble at your presence!
When you did awesome deeds that we did not expect,
    you came down; the mountains quaked at your presence.
From ages past no one has heard,
    no ear has perceived,
no eye has seen any God besides you,
    who works for those who wait for him.
You meet those who gladly do right,
    those who remember you in your ways.
But you were angry, and we sinned;
    because you hid yourself we transgressed.
We have all become like one who is unclean,
    and all our righteous deeds are like a filthy cloth.
We all fade like a leaf,
    and our iniquities, like the wind, take us away.
There is no one who calls on your name
    or attempts to take hold of you,
for you have hidden your face from us
    and have delivered us into the hand of our iniquity.
Yet, O Lord, you are our Father;
    we are the clay, and you are our potter;
    we are all the work of your hand.
Do not be exceedingly angry, O Lord,
    and do not remember iniquity forever.
    Now consider, we are all your people. (New Revised Standard Version)

Sometimes it feels like the whole world is messed up, with no resolution in sight. Everything is sideways.

In those moments, when I wonder if there will ever be glory after all the hardship and suffering, I come back to what I firmly believe and bank my life upon: God sees. God cares. God is still actively working behind the scenes in ways I don’t presently see. Truly, the invisible hand of God is looking after my life.

The ancient Israelites, in Isaiah 64, cried out for help because, although they could not see God, they trusted that somehow, someway, they were being seen. The prophet wanted God’s presence manifested in such a way that it would be recognized by both God’s people and God’s enemies.

The people cried out for mountains to quake, brushwood to burn, and water to boil. In other words, the people wanted the Lord to show up in a dramatic way. That’s neither a weird desire nor an offbeat prayer from God’s people. After all, the Lord has showed up and showed off with wondrous and awesome deeds for a long time in their history:

  • Divine plagues on Egypt forced Pharaoh to release Israel from bondage and go their own way
  • Divine deliverance brought them miraculously through the Red Sea
  • Divine judgment caused the waters to overwhelm the Egyptian army
  • Divine provision gave manna out in the desert
  • Divine presence was with the people as they entered the Promised Land
  • The Divine Warrior flattened the walls of Jericho and went before the people in fighting their battles

Indeed, God intervened with consistency. In today’s Old Testament lesson, there’s a qualification, a sort of prerequisite, which is given in order to realize God’s involvement: If the people want to see God move on their behalf, they will have to be patient and wait on the Lord.

Waiting. It seems to be the bane of many a person’s existence. Many people would rather do just about anything but wait. And yet, throughout the Bible’s Old Testament, people are exhorted to do just that: wait…

Wait for the Lord;
    be strong, and let your heart take courage;
    wait for the Lord!

Psalm 27:14, NRSV

Commit your way to the Lord;
    trust in him, and he will act.
He will make your vindication shine like the light
    and the justice of your cause like the noonday.

Be still before the Lord, and wait patiently for him;
    do not fret over those who prosper in their way,
    over those who carry out evil devices.

Refrain from anger and forsake wrath.
    Do not fret—it leads only to evil.
For the wicked shall be cut off,
    but those who wait for the Lord shall inherit the land. (Psalm 37:5-9, NRSV)

I waited patiently for the Lord to help me,
    and he turned to me and heard my cry.
He lifted me out of the pit of despair,
    out of the mud and the mire.
He set my feet on solid ground
    and steadied me as I walked along. (Psalm 40:1-2, NLT)

The psalmist, along with the faithful throughout the ages, can testify that patience with God is worth the wait. There is no answer to our dilemmas quite like that of God’s. And it’s really no use trying to cajole or manipulate God into acting sooner or quicker.

Although we are subject to time, God is above time, and is not subject to anyone’s clock. God will act when God will act, even if it seems painstakingly slow to us. Let’s not try to figure out God’s timetable. If Jesus wasn’t privy to the entire divine schedule, then what makes us think we’ll get a look at it?

“One of the greatest strains in life is the strain of waiting for God.” Oswald Chambers

Perhaps we ought to look more at ourselves and consider our own thoughts and actions. Are we really ready to receive what God wants to give us? Why do we want what we want? Is it for God’s glory, and the common good of all persons, or simply for our own narrow purposes?

It would be better if we consider that God’s word and promises are more powerful than any struggle we go through along the way. If we know the promise is truly coming, and it’s based in divine words, we can wait for it patiently.

For the ancient people, God promised to be the God of Israel; the people needed to be reminded that God’s apparent “slowness” doesn’t translate to a “no” in prayer. God created the elephant who never forgets, as well as the goldfish who never remembers. Take a guess which one is God and which one is us.

Even though God can be disappointed with our sinful behavior, and may allow us to die like a withered leaf in autumn, the Lord’s purpose isn’t for our destruction nor our destitution. God’s anger only lasts a moment, but the Lord’s favor endures for a lifetime.

Almighty and gracious God, help me to become patient, as Christ was patient. Through your guidance, may I become more accepting of my circumstances, and others around me. Assist me to welcome difficult times with a patient heart, through Jesus my Lord, in the strength of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Human Plans vs. Divine Plans (Micah 2:1-13)

The Prophet Micah Preaching, by Peter Gorban, 1990

Woe to those who plan iniquity,
    to those who plot evil on their beds!
At morning’s light they carry it out
    because it is in their power to do it.
They covet fields and seize them,
    and houses, and take them.
They defraud people of their homes,
    they rob them of their inheritance.

Therefore, the Lord says:

“I am planning disaster against this people,
    from which you cannot save yourselves.
You will no longer walk proudly,
    for it will be a time of calamity.
In that day people will ridicule you;
    they will taunt you with this mournful song:
‘We are utterly ruined;
    my people’s possession is divided up.
He takes it from me!
    He assigns our fields to traitors.’”

Therefore you will have no one in the assembly of the Lord
    to divide the land by lot.

“Do not prophesy,” their prophets say.
    “Do not prophesy about these things;
    disgrace will not overtake us.”
You descendants of Jacob, should it be said,
    “Does the Lord become impatient?
    Does he do such things?”

“Do not my words do good
    to the one whose ways are upright?
Lately my people have risen up
    like an enemy.
You strip off the rich robe
    from those who pass by without a care,
    like men returning from battle.
You drive the women of my people
    from their pleasant homes.
You take away my blessing
    from their children forever.
Get up, go away!
    For this is not your resting place,
because it is defiled,
    it is ruined, beyond all remedy.
If a liar and deceiver comes and says,
    ‘I will prophesy for you plenty of wine and beer,’
    that would be just the prophet for this people!

“I will surely gather all of you, Jacob;
    I will surely bring together the remnant of Israel.
I will bring them together like sheep in a pen,
    like a flock in its pasture;
    the place will throng with people.
The One who breaks open the way will go up before them;
    they will break through the gate and go out.
Their King will pass through before them,
    the Lord at their head.” (New International Version)

One of the reasons the Daily Lectionary has been giving us a generous portion of prophetic and divine judgment, is that Advent is upon us. In other words, Jesus didn’t just show up in a vacuum. Christ came in his incarnation because the world needs him. The time was ripe for the Lord to come.

Sin is like a humungous rat’s nest that’s been intertwined with the human heart. You cannot simply destroy the nest without also destroying the heart. It takes painstaking attention and patience to undo the connection. And it requires such consummate skill that only God has the combination of motivation, endurance, and ability to do the job.

Perhaps you, like me, are weary of sin’s presence in this world – not to mention having to deal with it daily within the shadows of our own hearts. To keep going, we need God. Secularism cannot help us here, because secular answers cannot offer us good and permanent directives for life.

What’s more, even our religious institutions and faith communities have become, for many, a source of grief instead of hope. Churches can be wracked with sin as much, or more, than any secular system. Though religion ought to help connect us with our true selves, it too often causes us to stray from our authentic self.

Religious bodies too often wed themselves with secular bodies, and encourage us toward extreme independence. Thus, we forget that our real destiny is to live in community within a larger human context – to contribute to the whole of humanity, and in turn, be enriched by others.

This situation is one of the reasons God sent the prophets to warn the people and call them back to a healthy and holistic way of life, connected to the divine and to one another in vital and joyous community.

The prophet Micah, along with his fellow prophets, warned and lamented that the people are abandoning the soul of Holy Scripture – keeping up appearances of holiness, while actually planning to take advantage of others for self-centered purposes.

Religious faith in the prophet’s day, as well as our own, is continuing to wane because its biblical foundation is being undermined – not by liberal or progressive theologians, as much as conservative and fundamental adherents who lose sight of Scripture’s spirit and gospel, in favor of hardline law.

We need light – not the dark negations of those who insist on remaining religious masters of extremely small worlds. We must pay attention to, and cultivate, the vineyard of the Lord. Let the faithful concern themselves with clarifying the important elements of religion, such as the nature of prophecy, the Holy Spirit, redemption, and the sanctification of individuals and the community.

As long as we only absorb ourselves with one’s personal piety and one’s small group of cronies, and ignores the common good of all persons, and justice in the world, refusing to look beyond the end of one’s nose, then we will continue to turn away from the prophetic utterance we already have within Scripture. And we will have no ability to discern nor hear the modern day prophet when they speak.

Micah the prophet made a specific charge against his fellow citizens who were powerful businessmen. They spent their time devising schemes to get possession of land from small farmers. Much like the big corporation today, the ancient business people carried out their schemes because they had the financial backing, political influence, and judicial power to do it.

In response, God devises his own plans to thwart the evil machinations of greedy and powerful persons. Micah was supremely confident that the wrongs in this world would eventually be made right; he firmly believed that a sovereign and just God would handle it.

Also, much like today, the greedy business persons and corporations simply dismiss all this God-talk as irrelevant; calamity will not overtake them. But keeping God out of sight and out of mind doesn’t mean that God isn’t there. They will have to give an account for their unethical business practices.

It seems, as in the day of Micah, that our contemporary situation is not so different. Much of the world’s institutions, corporations, and governments are so out of touch with religion and religious ethics, that if a charismatic person comes along proclaiming a gospel of injustice, the business leaders would hire that person on the spot.

Lord, have mercy.